He is probably happily watching his soccer match nw… Dun even bother to care bout mi.. Dun even bother to ask y the whole nite I m not happy..
But mi upset all alone here… WHY ?? I really hate this kind of lousy feeling…
What is Love??
What is Relationship??
Y do I have to care for u & ur family… While U dun even bother to ask bout my feelings & my family?? Why do I always have to go to ur hse instead of the other way round??
I always envy my cousins… Their BF & hubby r always so nice & caring towards them & their family… I know I shouldn’t compare.. BUT what else can I do now.. Feeling so negative..

I always had a hard time trusting him… I duno how much longer I can hold.. A relationship shouldn’t be like tat.. Have I not done more then enough for him & his family even..

12:30 AM